Sunday, May 22, 2011

Unanswered Questions

Why? 

There is a question I will never have the answer to.

Why did River die?
Why didn't he get to stay with us, physically?
Why will I never be the person I was before?
Why doesn't anything go as planned?

I have had a pretty bummer weekend...

Maybe it's all of the rain & storms we had over the last 2 days...
Maybe it's because even though I have a goofy little boy here, I miss River indescribably? 
Maybe because my husband has been sick all week, babe got a double ear infection for the first time, and I just feel useless? I can't shake days like this...

Maybe it is because I will never know why.

2 comments:

New Year Mum said...

I'm struggling with similar questions today... why is the big one. Sorry to hear that you didn't have a very good weekend. Thinking of you always xoxo

Becky said...

I hate not knowing why.
Hope your week goes better than your weekend

I got my star in the mail the other day, thanks!

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